11.03.2009

It will all be over within 24 hours...

Well, it looks like Knox's appointment is scheduled for tomorrow at 11:30. He won't be able to eat 4 hours beforehand. I'm thinking that I will just feed him pretty much all morning and then give him a bath right after, which he loves. After that we will play for a little while and then I will just hop in the car and drive around for a good bit before we head to the appt. He usually really likes the car and seems to fall asleep while I'm driving most of the time, so I am really praying he sleeps the majority of the time. I spoke to the nurse today and she told me that we are not allowed to go back with him due to radiation precautions. That was unexpected and hard to hear. I freaked out a little this morning, but then my mother-in-law reminded me of some much needed truth: Knox belongs to the Lord...not to us...and He will be with Knox throughout the entire procedure. That was very refreshing to hear and has given me peace this afternoon.

I had a little chat with Knoxie and told him about what was going to go down tomorrow. Here is how he reacted after I told him:


I am having WHAT done tomorrow???


I can't eat for HOW long?


O.K., fine, but I better be rewarded some ice cream for my troubles!

11.02.2009

"Knoxter the Lobster"

Knoxie had a great first Halloween, however we didn't get too many pictures of his little lobster costume. He wasn't exactly diggin' the hat! He had a great time, though, hanging out with his cousins and going trick or treating with them...
On a side note, once again things have been going downhill with the Prevacid that we have been using for his acid reflux. I spoke with the doctor on Saturday and it looks like Knox has to have an upper G.I. scan at Baptist East. Apparently they will papoose him and give him barium to drink so that they can watch how it is digested through an x-ray type machine. I have been doing some research and have read that they aren't allowed to eat 6 hours prior to the test. I am seriously hoping that's not the case. Man, oh man, there will be some tears around this house if that's true...his AND mine. Anyways, although its a little scary for a first time mom to hear that he has to have a test like this, hopefully we will find some answers and be able to treat it for good. Please keep us in your prayers...



10.28.2009

Balding already??????

Holy pajamas! I woke up to my baby's head of hair looking like this:

What in the world????? I mean, he seriously had an even amount of hair all over his head 2 days ago! Yesterday I noticed it a little, but when I picked him up from his crib this morning I pretty much saw my reflection in his bald spot (and once again noticed how terrible my own hair is looking!)! I heard that babies sometimes loose their hair, but I had no idea it would be this sudden? I thought I was past the the stage of hair loss?? Has this happened to anyone else? This drastic? Will it all fall out? Grow back soon?? Normally I wouldn't really care... but this is 911, people!! 3 month pictures will be taken this weekend!!!

10.26.2009

Happy 3 months, Foxie!!

I can't believe that it has been 3 months!! Honestly, sometimes I feel like it has been 3 years, thanks to the acid reflux situation, but now that things have been so much better I look at him now and feel a little sad about how big he is. At church yesterday we were talking to some friends that had a 1 and a half week old. That baby looked soooo tiny next to Knox. Even though we had sort of a rough start, I would never trade it and I am sad to know that I will never get that "new baby" stage back with Knoxie. It's kind of funny because I was thinking yesterday that because we went through a hard beginning and are now able to see through all the smoke, I feel like that has drawn us closer?? Weird?? I don't know. Maybe it's just that I am just now able to really enjoy him and relax a little. I also know that I should be thankful because in retrospect there are thousands of other people who are dealing with much worse.
Anyways, 3 months ago I was in labor as we speak! I remember waking up before Lee, feeling like something might be happening but didn't want to call the Dr. and risk embarrassment of a false alarm. I went to get some cereal and definitely realized something was different. Woke Lee up (which can be a challenge) and told him. He didn't really believe me :). I walked to the bathroom and then all of a sudden...Woosh! Lee even heard my water break from the bedroom and he flew out of bed to come help me. I was totally grossed out. By the time we called the doctor and all of our family I was in the worse pain of my life. After attempting to get a shower and finish packing my bags, Lee had to pretty much carry me out of the house. I was screaming BLOODY MURDER! Everyone had previously told us that if my water were to break I needed to relax, take a shower, maybe get a nap in...it was going to take a while. Please. I have never experienced such quickening pain in my life. So...Lee sped to the hospital looking like he had seen a ghost, I screamed the entire way (while trying to fix my hair...a failed attempt), and when we got there I told Lee not to get me a wheel chair...that I could walk by myself. I took 2 steps inside the front doors and my knees buckled. Watching Lee run around the hospital like a chicken without it's head was priceless. It was a Sunday so not many people were around, and Lee was screaming for help. Haha. By the time I got checked in and into a room, the doc came to check me...5 cm dilated. Within an hour I was 9 cm dilated. Funny that my name is Regan because if you would have seen me before the epidural (yes, I am weak. I got the drugs), I was clenching the bed and screaming at the top of my lungs while having convulsions...you might have been reminded of Regan from the movie "The Exorcist." As soon as they gave me the epidural it was like nothing had happened. Like I wasn't even in labor. Good stuff. Anyways, once my family got there (they all had to speed form Mobile and Spanish Fort), I pushed for 20 min and little Knoxie was here! Wow. I had no intention of typing any of this story, but once I started I couldn't stop. It is such a fun memory for us. I originally planned to be induced on that following Tuesday, and even though the way it happened was hectic, I love that we will always remember it the way we do and will be able to look back and laugh. Thanks for taking a stroll down memory lane with me.
Here's Foxie's 3 month crib picture. This little stinker is growing like a weed! We don't go back to the doctor until his 4 month check up, so I don't have any stats. He loves sitting in his bumbo seat, watching Praise Baby DVD's, looking at and listening to his monkey mobile, taking baths, checking out Maddox, smiling and laughing at me singing (should I be offended? I don't think he's laughing "with" me, if you know what I mean), car rides, being read to, and going on walks with mommy and daddy. Oh, and he loves to be outside. Loves it. As you saw in the last post, he is Lee's mini. Although, his hair is RED! Lee's had some red in it when he was little, which is crazy to me because it is so dark now. Who knows what Knox's will end up doing. I just pray that his temper won't match his hair right now :)
We went to the park after church yesterday. Please excuse my hair in the pic. Be comforted by the fact that I have a hair appt this Friday. I know it definitely comforts me. Oh, and don't doubt that I am rocking my Chi-O tee from college. It was breezy out and I don't have many long sleeve tee shirts. Don't judge me. Lee, of course, changed from his church attire into a polo button down. He knows not the meaning of casual attire, making me look like a slob half of the time!





10.22.2009

Lee Lawson...


could never ever deny his child (not that he wants to :))!

Knox:

Knox:

Lee:


Lolli came and watched Knox for a little bit the other day and took these pictures! I knew Knox looked like Lee, but when I saw these pics side by side...goodness! The only difference is Knox has more red in his hair and his eyes are blue. Other than that...it's a mini-Lee (and i LOVE it!)!

10.09.2009

Surprise!

My sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet friend Chastity came over tonight so that Lee and I could go on an actual date!! Without a baby! We surprised Lee and didn't tell him, so when she showed up Lee was like, "Ummm, Hi Chas!?! Whats up?" It was really funny. He was very shocked and surprised that I would leave the house without Knox (only for about an hour, by the way. Still not ready for long absences :)) As much as I love Knox, it was a nice treat to get out of the house and have an adult dinner - stress free! I love Chas. She is so sweet. We were roommates in college and now we go to church together. She has the most incredible heart. I am very thankful for her friendship, and I am so glad we live in the same town again. She is definitely a baby lover, and I hope to one day soon be watching her little ones so that she can have a date night with her hubby! Thanks, Chas! You rock (sorry that your head got cut off a little in this pic)!


Knox just woke up from his nap and had a fun surprise waiting on him!


Lee's excited face...and showing Chas how to use the remote. She looks so tiny compared to him...


Sweet friend!

"Foxie Knoxie"

Since things were pretty tough at the Lawson residence there for a while, I went home to my mom and sister quite a bit for the extra help. Here are a few snaps that were taken while we were down there. The girls are absolutely obsessed with "baby Knox" and are thrilled every time we come down. Sister usually doesn't tell them, we let it be a surprise. It's way fun because most of the time the big girls are in school and when they come home Knox and I will hide somewhere in the house and they FREAK OUT when they find us...sometimes I put Knox in his car seat on the front steps and ring the doorbell and hide in the bushes and Robyn lets them answer, etc. They started calling Knox "Foxie Knoxie" from the very beginning and my sister and I died laughing! love those girls. They are the cutest, sweetest things ever and I feel like they are mine half the time. Still hoping that someday soon we will be reunited!!!

Hanging out on Carley's bed...

Letting Ashton sing to me...

"Big-sister cousin" holding me (thats what Carley calls herself)

All this loving is making me sleepy :)

And we can't forget "Mama Abbie"...always taking care of everyone!

How can you not love her??????

They even love my first born just the same...